The edge of being happy for so long yet super stress has led me to the edge of oh feck it’s happening again. Sadness , is lurking I can feel it internally. The feeling I get before , I break down. I’ve been neglecting my own inner child, as I physically fill her with sugar and smoke her out with cigarettes. As I send her broke by spending countless of money thinking I’m rewarding to spoil her, in reality I’m keeping my inner child quiet, ignoring her cries for help from all this stress. Compressing it into a box once again, hoping I never have to deal with it. Unfortunately, it’s an on going cycle , a cycle in which I’ve used to survive. Yet, some choices have led me to this edge before I breakdown. A cry is good , sleep is needed and so is self love for that inner child of mine. She’s calling for help, hoping I’d listen … only time will tell . Every sunset is different, as tomorrow is a different day . Hopefully, tomorrow I wake up feeling refreshed and all this worry from stress is relieved, so my inner child can be at ease.
If you don’t know or haven’t read my journals before I have a gift, a gift of being connected to the spirit world. I have done much with this gift but I’m able to feel presence, see them at times and have been touched. They don’t scare me , but when I’m exploring abandoned buildings I usually get ones telling me to leave, in that case I do. However the recent explore I did was different…
In the image above , was a bathroom I where I stood at the entrance, I could feel something in thus bathroom, I stood there for a bit, after taking this photo I walked away but the presence wanted me to come back. I went back, I felt like it wanted my company, no idea why… I could hear my friends calling out to me, I told them where I was. They were ready to go… yet something did not want me to leave…
That night when I got home, I was sitting in the toilet, the light turned on and off by it self. I thought great I’ve brought something home with me and it wasn’t my intentions.
It’s now the 1st January, 6 30 am, laying in my bed and the smoke alarm goes off, so I get out of bed walk to the kitchen and it stops,… then 640 am it goes off again and back to the kitchen I go , no smoke again, I put my hands over my face and whisper stop.. 2 seconds later it stops.
What the eff did I bring home, it wanted my company and now its doing weird shit around my house.
Caloundra locals are disgusted about the recent changes of the old historical post office, wishing it had been kept as a historical building rather then very much destroyed by the over use of orange paint for marketing purposes.
Without a care the painters covered this building including the plants in orange, what a strange way to advertise, but if it works it works.
I will be continuing to follow the growth of this site, curious to see how long this mess will be stationed here until the new site gets built. There are still so many unanswered questions, as the post office local claim to have been here doesn’t look like the building in the image. My guess would be that something else was built here after the old post office.
Free Spirit , a parrot and words that mean something to me. Being in my car allows me to be free , allows me to explore gorgeous paintings by our local Street artist like this one. This was a winner in my eyes as it summed me up.
Looking at the periodic table the symbol K is for Potassium , a key element that majority of our Green plants love. To keep a plant bold and beautiful, it needs one of the key ingredients, Potassium.
Why else does your plant need Potassium?
🪴 Helps the chemical and metabolically process
🪴 Assists in photosynthesis
🪴 Generates chlorophyll
🪴 Regulated movement of water amongst cells
For the love of our plants babies, have you looked at your plants and asked them how they are, they may not talk back but they may have symptoms of a potassium deficiency.
A plant will tell you if needs potassium by;
🪴 You’re vegetables and fruits are not ripening.
🪴 The leaves at the bottom half of them plant are turning yellow
🪴 The growth of your plant have slowed or even stopped.
A way to feed your plant Potassium?
Avoiding chemical fertilisers, your plant will eat up the Potassium in banana peel. So rather than throwing out you banana peel , give it to your Potassium loving plants.
What can do you with banana peel?
🍌 Banana Peel Tea
🍌 Banana Peel powder
🍌 Compost it
🍌 Apply it directly into the soil by cutting it into pieces.
Do it Yourself – Banana Peel Tea
All you need is banana peel straight off your bananas, place that peel in a jar of water with a lid. Keep it in for 7 days. Remove the peel from the jar with the tea, and tip it at the base of your plant.
It depends on the plant on how much you need to feed it potassium, it also depends on the season and the environment your plant is living in.
I really enjoy drinking v , found an empty v can waiting to go get cashed in for ten cents. Hmm not this time, decided to do a quick DIY , made my own pot for a sweet little Aloe Brevifolia. I did remember to put drainage hole in the bottom..